Well, firstly, i must admit that i was pretty very disappointed with the results actually. Everyone told us that we definitely definitely are winning gold with honours, even our teachers and seniors and so on.... Which led our expectations to be really high... But i was seriously just stunned for words when they announced that our junior high only got gold.... Our seniors cheered for us, but everyone in junior high.. was well, had the same reaction as me. While other schools were all cheering and screaming for their golds.... We just had our mouths wide open :o
The worst part for me was when they announced senior high had gold too.. it was very horrible. None of us cheered at all, none. We had respected the seniors alot and we thought that their performance was awesome and everything, and i really started crying out loud with all the sniffles and mucus (k im just kidding) after hearing that sh had gold.
It's really a thorn in my chest now, and i.. well we cant do anything about it. But, im really pissed on the fact that all those groups that had gold with honours were all huge teams.. over 40 and 50 people in one gz team. It is rather unfair and i think its horrible that the judges actually look for the quantity of the music rather than the quality.
Fine i guess xiaomin makes a point. hai.
Plus i feel extrememly guilty and sorry, since im the one leading everyone, and we got gold. But when the seniors led.... we got gold with honours. I feel extremely terrible about it, and i can just forget about everything just thinking about it. There's nothing to cry about, and i think that its really fascinating how stupid i am to be saddened over a Gold, while everyone is cheering and being happy about it, be it the dance team or the band team, or choir.Well, what can i do?
Life sucks, and then you die.
